no one ever reaches complete happiness, there’s such thing as being happy and it feels as if i haven’t been there in quite some time. the loneliness and hate in my head just grows thicker and thicker. i am so alone even when i am surrounded by people, zero acknowledgment, nada man. i feel like running away but every place i go will feel the same, it’s a feeling i will never escape. i’ll try to keep my composure. i can’t promise it’ll last long.
